Saturday, November 7, 2015

Ilmu biarlah tinggi, hati biarlah rendah

The motto above was from my college which I spent almost 4 years.

Alhamdulillah, how much did I learn back there.

But do we stop learning? Of couse no!

It's been almost 6 years.

I'm super happy to see my friends settling down, furthering their studies, achieving great things.

I'm so grateful that my wonderful family are showered with all kinds of blessings.

New family member, new journey, new chapter.

My dearest umi, daddy, cena, cezel, cemi, ceti, thanks for all your love and trust, all of you are my source of inspiration.

(And of course abg asrul, abg yasir, shahrin, athirah, amir, arman, jia, bahim, fatihah & khadijah too)

My darling asya n umar, u guys give me so much strength and happiness.

Wherever we maybe be, whatever condition we are currently facing,

Please know that I'm forever grateful to be part of u guys,

I will pray hard so that we will remain close and intact, no matter how hard it may seems...

Until then, let us continue to seek knowledge and discover the beauty and the true meaning of our existence.

وَقُل رَّبِّ زِدۡنِي عِلۡمٗا
" O my Lord, increase me in knowledge"  20:114


Wednesday, November 20, 2013

how long, how many?

how many roads must a man walk down
before u can call him a man?

how many rocks must a TBM bored
before it reach 44km?

Granite, granite and granite
humid, warm, dusty, noise, water
>1km overburden
fault, lineation, soft rock, thin overburden

God willing, everything will be alright
oh, even though u're a Totally Boring Machine (TBM)
but the truth is, you're so COOL..

Monday, May 16, 2011

5 before 5

Yesterday i received a shock news about an ex-college mate,
He suffered a disease (infection) and just like that.. he return to the Creator..
He is 24 years old.. Al-Fatihah to u Syafiq..

Never said that we are too young to die,
To Allah we belong and to Him we shall return,
and Allah knows best

5 before 5:
your youth before your old age,
your health before your sickness,
your wealth before your poverty,
your free-time before your preoccupation,
your life before your death.

(p/s: i'm now a happy and proud non smoker, thank you Allah :) )

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Not Anymore

Let me be another person to write about quiting smoking,
I know it's boring, i know it's typical, but it's very important to "us",
I've relapse several times, and it all happened because i kept it to myself,
I didn't make research, i didn't prepare enough, and my will to quit was not strong,

Before last month:
I think I enjoy smoking,
I think cigarette is my best friend,
I think smoking can calm myself,
I think....
but the truth is, i continue to smoke because i'm scared about 1 thing,
I'm scared and can't bear the withdrawal symptoms,
and so i'm trapped in Law of Addiction,
and it repeated again, again and again

And so i've decided i will stop feeding the nicotine monster inside me,
I will endure this withdrawal symptoms for the last time ever,
It will be bloody hard but IT CAN BE DONE,
Some of my friends already quit and for me they are superman,
(I want to be a superman too)

Cigarette u are not my best friend,
U only destroy me slowly but surely
I can't find any reason anymore
I cant be with u anymore

Ya Allah please forgive me for the wrong i've done,
Man is an imperfect creature and thus shall always wrong..
Ya Allah please guide me, ya Allah please help me..

"You think you love to smoke and you think it is so important to your happiness, but when you quit (and I know you will), you will find out that all that happiness associated with smoking is a lie. It’s a cheap carnival trick. It is nothing more than smoke and mirrors."-credit to Lesly

Saturday, March 6, 2010


a.k.a gross national happiness,
are u happy?

saturday night fever, but obviously not at redlight district

how do we look?

my everything

Thursday, January 21, 2010

where a good man goes

uhuk uhuk
i dont know how long it's been
but it feels like months
i cant bear this pain no more

last 2 week i was in ICU
the doctor said i'm inches away from death
there is cure but it's very very expensive
because i'm poor and dont have no personal insurance
they dont want to treat me
yes, money money money
good deeds come second

luckily a hot lady come to the rescue
she's willing to sponsored my operation
God bless her
what a beautiful heart and a wonderful mind she has

and finally the crooked doctor saved me
he gave me lots of steroid,
add a bigger brain and recover my old memories

yes i'm back, healthy and and never feel better
ah tong~ ah tong~ ah tong~
be more responsible to your Acer!!

-(tajok xde kene mngene langsong)-

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

no wonder

it's getting late, like other KL-ites i drive like a madman, only this time it's around residential area, then up ahead i saw a bird on the road, look like trying to eat some bread lying on the road, i'm getting close but it still doesnt move, then suddenly- a cat ran out of nowhere, trying to catch the bird, i screamed and there's nothing i can do about it, bamm! i ran over the poor cat with my kancil..

i hold my breath, i look at the back, the cat is still in one piece and running towards a house.. i'm grateful but i still worried it will limping, hai.. that evening when i passed by the same road, i saw the same cat sitting "washing" it's body, look like still in a perfect shape, alhamdulillah.. i can't imagine if i killed somebody's cat, hm, no wonder people said that cat has 9 lives.

-i really miss CK, why do u need to go.......